Back from Thamkrabok and everything has changed.
I know it has.

End of the Thrill of Maybe
See: Joy.
almost there
Tokyo, Japan.
October 23rd, 2008.
Not feelin' much.
Chills are gone.That's good.

Is everything changing, or is this just another version of same ol, same ol.

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I am so afraid.

Word of the day:

Courage.


t'é courageux

D minus too many hours to start panicking.
Everything seems so clear.
So precise.
So exact.
what does become the future more than now, stylized.

remove the fabric,
toss it aside
swiftly.
underneath the intricate design
lies
pungent,
scum.

where do you go from this exact spot ?

where...?

the LOWEST COMMON DENOMinator

got into this crazy reflective mood when I just saw all the potential of something that is improbable and to which I will confer not one ounce of energy.