last summer i shot a bird while it was feeding, a crow or something huge that scared away all the smaller birds, and a couple of squirrels. Some of the latter demised painfully.
now i feel bad.
This cannot go with my new Budhhist sensibilities.
this morning for instance, i felt anger
DEEP IMPULSIVE ANGER at some work related activity.
At them for fucking up and at me for not checking my own goddamned messages in the faux pretext of saving a couple of cents on the phone bill...
that I don't pay ! ?
so yeah, ANGER
and i am trying to transcend it.
I have decided to pay myself those wages for some fun, invigourating activity (like blog writing?) no! like walking in the silent woods, like digging an igloo, like lying in the snow.
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