Tomorrow I am going back out into the world to work after an extended absence on medical grounds.
I am going through the usual anxiety although I know that leaving the house will be good for me.
I have a credit card with a 5000$ limit and about eight hundred dollars in cash.
I wish I had more.
But that is all I could negotiate since I do not control my finances and have been known to squander on substance abuse and gambling.
I am living
one
moment
at
a time
(putting everything in its place:
book, magazine, meditation, planning, reading, eating
and such)
and having a wad of dough in my pocket at all times makes it easier.
The credit card helps too.
Right now is now.
Tomorrow is far away.
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