there is something brutally wrong with me.

now what?
Where do I go with this sudden burst of knowledge?

I am trying to hold it all together but I am not making choices. I am not making appropriate choices.
I am doing what I have to do to make this situation better. (Really?)
But it is killing me.
My demons are my friends right now. Because they are the only ones who do not judge me.
(melodrama)
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why is there two of us writing MY blog!