I cried a harsh wave.
I felt my heart torn from my body and destroyed.
I wailed into the sun.
I made plans for hurtful things.
I thought silly thoughts: having children, holding tight.
I neglected people.
I had no one here to help me, except the predators and the cops.
I gambled away the last fifty dollars of my thousand dollar allowance.
I thought, " Well that's an improvment."
I felt the true weight and agony of regret.
I drank too much beer.
I thought about the future.
I lingered in the dirty past.
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